When one day, we are no longer young
@ Tonc: but live an interesting life
Boys and girls both have guitars and dancing shoes
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Wen /Tongc
"the smell of the air suddenly becomes familiar
I seem to see my mother playing the piano in the study
it was obviously our most unstable years
think of her
I think she is so beautiful."
this is a sentence I wrote in my diary on April 22, 2014.
"in fact, I still live every day
, but I still want to remember what it's like to be seventeen when I'm eighteen
so I started to keep a diary."
this is the first sentence on the title page of my diary.
my mother is already a housekeeper, and of course I haven't heard the sound of the piano oozing from her fingers for a long time. My 17-year-old left a long time ago, and my 18-year-old will end in the early morning of the 23 next month. Time is pushing me, even if I don't want to, I'm growing up, she's getting older, but I don't want to talk about the complementarity of the increasing age between her and me, because I know that one day. I'll grow old, too. I look like I've never been young.
half a year ago, or more, when I was tidying up my study, I found familiar handwriting in the penultimate drawer, because I have seen this handwriting on my homework and monthly examination papers countless times, yes, it is my parents' correspondence from 1992 to 1994, and the time color of the paper-- rusty yellow-- is not what we can have with the "retro" filter of the image revision software. It is true that it has been sealed up in a box for more than 20 years. I remember there is a sentence on it: "if we have a boy in the future, we must teach him loyalty, integrity and courage to take responsibility." If we give birth to a daughter in the future, we must teach her to be knowledgeable and courteous and kind-hearted. "when I read this sentence, I immediately burst into tears, not because I was moved, but because I felt guilty. I seemed to be like an undisciplined wild child. I didn't live up to their expectations in the blueprint of their family life when they were passionately in love, and I felt sorry for their children.
but maybe the imprint left in youth can be used as a basis for aftertaste in old age. I once asked the uncle of a photo studio in the old street of Dongguan, "Why don't you change or repaint the red paint on this sign?" Uncle said, "for what? it wouldn't be like it was thirty years ago!" I've been watching it since I was young, and I can't bear to give up! " It turns out that to me, the meaning of new things is at least beautiful, but for Abe, who has run a photo studio for 30 years, the red he saw when he was young is the evidence that "he was young and he has been in business for 30 years."
everyone feels that they will not grow old when they are young, just as you take it for granted that adults have been born as a mature adult, unless you look back at the yellowed photos of them when they are young. if you look at the wrinkled corners of the eyes, the white hair on the head, and the increasingly bent elders, you will feel a sense of space-time illusion.
he is obviously getting old, but he was once young.
Don't be afraid, I will, and so will you.
I went back to Guangzhou two weeks ago. As there were no seats, I leaned against the door in the middle of the train carriage, with a height scale on the handrail. A young mother in red held a baby who could not tell the sex at first glance in her right hand. In the other hand, she was driving away, leaning her eldest daughter against the scale handrail and asking her to measure her height. When she finished, the mother frowned and said, "Ah." You'll have to buy a full ticket in another year, and you'll have to spend more money. "
Children will grow up, adults will grow old, and they will choose different ways to accompany them, leaving bystanders with boundless sorrow.
once I went to my grandfather's house for dinner. At the dining room table, he sat on the chair with crutches like that, with no sign of joy and anger, and his eyes only stared at the ground. I stroked his back and asked him what he was thinking.
he said, "I don't think anything, the old man is like this." I smiled bitterly and couldn't bear to answer. I went into the kitchen and heard him repeat "this is the way the old man is!" in a louder voice and a more emotional tone than before.
in the previous sentence, I heard the tone of the statement, while the change of the modal particles behind made me hear helplessness and sigh.
witnessing the aging of relatives, I am afraid it is more unbearable than being afraid to face the face of old age.
Life should not only be about survival, above survival, but under life, paying attention to the increase in oil prices, housing rentals, and so-called marriage events every day. The so-called "serious life" has become a thing that "you can be so relaxed when you are young", consuming a limited lifespan day by day.
thus grow old in things, and then die in old age.
I have calculated my life span on an interesting website. I can live until 2036, that is, I still have 20 years of life. I wonder, 20 years, whether I can live young when I am alive, in the process of getting old. I don't want to miss what I like and I don't want to give up what I care about. If I close my eyes for that second, I have no regrets, then I would like to have only 20 years of life. I live like this, really interesting. I know I will grow old, but I am willing to grow old as if I were alive in the limited time.
to really die, it should be to die as if you were alive.
A week ago, I began to copy the Preface to the Orchid Pavilion once a day. I wrote it very ugly, but when I wrote it, I watched the black ink seep into the Xuan paper. I thought it was so beautiful that I even called my mother to teach her how to hold a brush.She studies ink and writing; I take a picture of the moon every night, although I am 385401 kilometers away from it, and I can only line up the crescent moon I want in a fuzzy semicircle, but I look forward to it every night. I can't become a photographer and I can't afford an expensive camera, but I think why such an interesting thing should be subject to age and level.
I think it is precisely because we are still young and have capital to squander, time is not a kind of resource for us to look back, and I will also be afraid to grow old, but I want to face up to the definition of "youth". It is not to put vanity in famous brands and nightclubs, not to live in a beautiful body, but to live forever and seriously. maybe in reincarnation, some people become animals to be slaughtered. Some people become trees in the wandering reincarnation again, and we are lucky enough to be born as human beings, even the nobodies of the vast universe.
Zhang Jingzhi wrote an article entitled "I'm only in my twenties, but I'm old." in my opinion, his nephew said, "I'm only a teenager, but I'm old." I found that I was not qualified to say that, because I was like this at that time. I bought some pens of different colors in the stationery store and bought some fake literature and art notebooks. I was eager to write down some words like Guo Jingming. I remember that a long time ago, my neighbor's daughter was only in second grade, but she came to me after watching "the Kiss of mischief" and told me that the boy she had a crush on looked like Naoki Jiang. A second-grade girl told me such a secret, and she seemed too young to pierce the colored bubbles in her mind.
maybe it is because I am old, too, that I feel that the younger generation has sighed that it should not have appeared at this age in an impetuous era.
Wen /Tongc
"the smell of the air suddenly becomes familiar
I seem to see my mother playing the piano in the study
it was obviously our most unstable years
think of her
I think she is so beautiful."
this is a sentence I wrote in my diary on April 22, 2014.
"in fact, I still live every day
, but I still want to remember what it's like to be seventeen when I'm eighteen
so I started to keep a diary."
this is the first sentence on the title page of my diary.
my mother is already a housekeeper, and of course I haven't heard the sound of the piano oozing from her fingers for a long time. My 17-year-old left a long time ago, and my 18-year-old will end in the early morning of the 23 next month. Time is pushing me, even if I don't want to, I'm growing up, she's getting older, but I don't want to talk about the complementarity of the increasing age between her and me, because I know that one day. I'll grow old, too. I look like I've never been young.
half a year ago, or more, when I was tidying up my study, I found familiar handwriting in the penultimate drawer, because I have seen this handwriting on my homework and monthly examination papers countless times, yes, it is my parents' correspondence from 1992 to 1994, and the time color of the paper-- rusty yellow-- is not what we can have with the "retro" filter of the image revision software. It is true that it has been sealed up in a box for more than 20 years. I remember there is a sentence on it: "if we have a boy in the future, we must teach him loyalty, integrity and courage to take responsibility." If we give birth to a daughter in the future, we must teach her to be knowledgeable and courteous and kind-hearted. "when I read this sentence, I immediately burst into tears, not because I was moved, but because I felt guilty. I seemed to be like an undisciplined wild child. I didn't live up to their expectations in the blueprint of their family life when they were passionately in love, and I felt sorry for their children.
but maybe the imprint left in youth can be used as a basis for aftertaste in old age. I once asked the uncle of a photo studio in the old street of Dongguan, "Why don't you change or repaint the red paint on this sign?" Uncle said, "for what? it wouldn't be like it was thirty years ago!" I've been watching it since I was young, and I can't bear to give up! " It turns out that to me, the meaning of new things is at least beautiful, but for Abe, who has run a photo studio for 30 years, the red he saw when he was young is the evidence that "he was young and he has been in business for 30 years."
everyone feels that they will not grow old when they are young, just as you take it for granted that adults have been born as a mature adult, unless you look back at the yellowed photos of them when they are young. if you look at the wrinkled corners of the eyes, the white hair on the head, and the increasingly bent elders, you will feel a sense of space-time illusion.
he is obviously getting old, but he was once young.
Don't be afraid, I will, and so will you.
I went back to Guangzhou two weeks ago. As there were no seats, I leaned against the door in the middle of the train carriage, with a height scale on the handrail. A young mother in red held a baby who could not tell the sex at first glance in her right hand. In the other hand, she was driving away, leaning her eldest daughter against the scale handrail and asking her to measure her height. When she finished, the mother frowned and said, "Ah." You'll have to buy a full ticket in another year, and you'll have to spend more money. "
Children will grow up, adults will grow old, and they will choose different ways to accompany them, leaving bystanders with boundless sorrow.
once I went to my grandfather's house for dinner. At the dining room table, he sat on the chair with crutches like that, with no sign of joy and anger, and his eyes only stared at the ground. I stroked his back and asked him what he was thinking.
he said, "I don't think anything, the old man is like this." I smiled bitterly and couldn't bear to answer. I went into the kitchen and heard him repeat "this is the way the old man is!" in a louder voice and a more emotional tone than before.
in the previous sentence, I heard the tone of the statement, while the change of the modal particles behind made me hear helplessness and sigh.
witnessing the aging of relatives, I am afraid it is more unbearable than being afraid to face the face of old age.
Life should not only be about survival, above survival, but under life, paying attention to the increase in oil prices, housing rentals, and so-called marriage events every day. The so-called "serious life" has become a thing that "you can be so relaxed when you are young", consuming a limited lifespan day by day.
thus grow old in things, and then die in old age.
I have calculated my life span on an interesting website. I can live until 2036, that is, I still have 20 years of life. I wonder, 20 years, whether I can live young when I am alive, in the process of getting old. I don't want to miss what I like and I don't want to give up what I care about. If I close my eyes for that second, I have no regrets, then I would like to have only 20 years of life. I live like this, really interesting. I know I will grow old, but I am willing to grow old as if I were alive in the limited time.
to really die, it should be to die as if you were alive.
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A week ago, I began to copy the Preface to the Orchid Pavilion once a day. I wrote it very ugly, but when I wrote it, I watched the black ink seep into the Xuan paper. I thought it was so beautiful that I even called my mother to teach her how to hold a brush.She studies ink and writing; I take a picture of the moon every night, although I am 385401 kilometers away from it, and I can only line up the crescent moon I want in a fuzzy semicircle, but I look forward to it every night. I can't become a photographer and I can't afford an expensive camera, but I think why such an interesting thing should be subject to age and level.
I think it is precisely because we are still young and have capital to squander, time is not a kind of resource for us to look back, and I will also be afraid to grow old, but I want to face up to the definition of "youth". It is not to put vanity in famous brands and nightclubs, not to live in a beautiful body, but to live forever and seriously. maybe in reincarnation, some people become animals to be slaughtered. Some people become trees in the wandering reincarnation again, and we are lucky enough to be born as human beings, even the nobodies of the vast universe.
Zhang Jingzhi wrote an article entitled "I'm only in my twenties, but I'm old." in my opinion, his nephew said, "I'm only a teenager, but I'm old." I found that I was not qualified to say that, because I was like this at that time. I bought some pens of different colors in the stationery store and bought some fake literature and art notebooks. I was eager to write down some words like Guo Jingming. I remember that a long time ago, my neighbor's daughter was only in second grade, but she came to me after watching "the Kiss of mischief" and told me that the boy she had a crush on looked like Naoki Jiang. A second-grade girl told me such a secret, and she seemed too young to pierce the colored bubbles in her mind.
maybe it is because I am old, too, that I feel that the younger generation has sighed that it should not have appeared at this age in an impetuous era.